PMS?
Hmm... It all started today afternoon after lunch and after i read the papers.
Started to juz bum ard and then my mind juz started thinking of things...
Its probably been a few weeks since i decided. But nothing has been done yet, no progress no nuts. Its been like this all the way since long ago. I will always back out @ the last minute even tho i have planned everything already. Tot NS had changed me but well guess not. SO anyway, i started thinking abt it and den the more i thot abt it, the more pissed at myself i got. Argh, I am a blardy useless piece of shite.
Well, if i dun do anything soon... ARGH!!! I AM NOT THINKING ANYMORE!!!! I need to decide soon. Or it will be juz like 2 or rather 3 yrs ago.
I realised the reason why i go to the gym so much. I think its the only place where i can actually take my mind of everything and juz focus on the weights. No stress, no pressure, no nothing. Juz me, the weights, the aircon and the music. Went there today, felt destressed during that period of time.
Today is juz a low day. I dunno why. I need to avoid human contact. Or i will juz bite whoever crosses my path. Super low, and all because i started thinking. Hope tml will be a betta day.
Anyway, Jeffrey (my brother not my classmate) is seriously screwed. He has like a L1R3 of 8 (shld be ard 12 when he adds it up to L1R5) now and i dun see any chance of it improving for the Os. And he is still playing Warcraft all the time. I need to wake up his idea one of these days.
Ar, F today is juz a bad day. Ignore me, I juz need some avenue to bitch abt things and relieve myself or i will definitely kana depression...
HA!!!!!!!!!! TML WILL BE A BETTA DAY. I never feel sad for more than 1 day. :P
Started to juz bum ard and then my mind juz started thinking of things...
Its probably been a few weeks since i decided. But nothing has been done yet, no progress no nuts. Its been like this all the way since long ago. I will always back out @ the last minute even tho i have planned everything already. Tot NS had changed me but well guess not. SO anyway, i started thinking abt it and den the more i thot abt it, the more pissed at myself i got. Argh, I am a blardy useless piece of shite.
Well, if i dun do anything soon... ARGH!!! I AM NOT THINKING ANYMORE!!!! I need to decide soon. Or it will be juz like 2 or rather 3 yrs ago.
I realised the reason why i go to the gym so much. I think its the only place where i can actually take my mind of everything and juz focus on the weights. No stress, no pressure, no nothing. Juz me, the weights, the aircon and the music. Went there today, felt destressed during that period of time.
Today is juz a low day. I dunno why. I need to avoid human contact. Or i will juz bite whoever crosses my path. Super low, and all because i started thinking. Hope tml will be a betta day.
Anyway, Jeffrey (my brother not my classmate) is seriously screwed. He has like a L1R3 of 8 (shld be ard 12 when he adds it up to L1R5) now and i dun see any chance of it improving for the Os. And he is still playing Warcraft all the time. I need to wake up his idea one of these days.
Ar, F today is juz a bad day. Ignore me, I juz need some avenue to bitch abt things and relieve myself or i will definitely kana depression...
HA!!!!!!!!!! TML WILL BE A BETTA DAY. I never feel sad for more than 1 day. :P
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